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Mandakini, the sacred mountain of Ganeshpuri

My Guru Resides Within Me

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                Shri Guru

 

Her name is Chidvilasananda

She is the Mother of the Universe

All beings reside within Her

 

She is Citi, the Devi Kundalini

She is Shiva, the Atman, the Self

She is the Presence beyond Tri-dev

 

It is She who is Anuttara,

that infinite unsurpassed Reality,  unlimited, unbound. unfettered

 

Within Her, ceaselessly, 

cycles of creation arise;

arisen, they  ceaselessly subside

 

She is the great Silence; the void

She is also the Experiencer 

of that Silence, of that Void

 

Forever She scires Her Self, 

We are what She scires

Our experiences are Her means

 

Forever She reveals,

Forever She revels,

My holy Mother

 

 

                                           = Om Shri Guru =         

 

                             

 

                                                                                                                                                                                                  This site is offered at the lotus feet of my revered Master, Swami Chidvilasanada.                

 

The website is a humble sharing of words received internally within my mind, directly from Shri Guru through Her divine inner responses to contemplative prayers, fears, requests, cries for support, and questions offered within my mind. 

 

It is a sharing offered to any who come this way.  

 

Though addressed to me, often on deep personal matters, these inner conveyances from the divine Master offer great value to all.  In fact, they are for everyone. The very possibility of such inner access is itself a learning. Besides, Shri Guru has mentioned in some contemplations that Her words be spread to others. Hence this offering.

 

The Guru resides within, exactly as Baba had always taught us. She watches everything and responds. Her caring, uplifting, supportive and ever existing divine inner presence is available to all who seek Her within themselves with belief and supreme trust. Her blessings, love and relentless support shine equally on all.  

 

This miracle of an unseen, yet ceaselessly ongoing support and guidance, protection and forgiveness, from Shri Guru became evident and was credulously accepted because the handwriting, and date and location details, of these hurriedly written responses left me no option other than to accepting them as true. Hurriedly written, haphazardly stored, completely forgotten, they were rediscovered when searching old notes to prepare for a retreat. Clearly, since forever, She is protecting me. Clearly, since forever, She has always had my back.

   

Now, years later, awakening at last to responsibility towards sadhana, and towards all other beings, which the supreme Master had desired from the very first, returning to these pages daily is essential, lest habitual failures return again in the remaining vestiges of this life.

 

May the benevolent gaze of Shri Guru fall upon this humble offering. May, even now, living up to Her grace and holy messages without faltering in faith or shradha, in humility or gratitude, in watchfulness or discipline, become a lived in reality. May surrender to Her teachings and guidance become complete. May abiding by Her slightest wish become a reality.

 

May the loving blessings, grace and protection of Shri Guru be bestowed on all who stop by to read, on all of humanity, and upon the whole of Her magnificent creation.   

 

                                                                                             Om Guru Om 

 

          

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1 Apr/May 1998
Excerpts -
The Ashram schedule is seva
(directions from Shri Guru, as received within)

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“…such a mysterious process that starts working within you when you do these practices as per the Ashram schedule. It is for the good of you as a seeker and for all others in GSP for they are all students too.

“The unfolding of their sadhana and the achievement of their aims and goals for which they have positioned themselves there....is just this – that they must attend to the schedule diligently and with disregard for all their personal matters. The Ashram schedule is holy. It is an honest and pure offering that can be made to God, to the Siddhas, to the Guru, to Lord Shiva .....

“... You will miss nothing if you attend to the schedule, but you will miss a lot if you....are tardy in making it to the sacred places when the activities of the schedule take place. A whole lot will be missed and years may go by without an active push to their sadhana.

“Seva is the only thing that should get highest priority.... And seva itself is the schedule. The whole of the daily schedule is seva...chanting is seva..aratis are seva..meditation is seva.
“Only those will loose sight of the aim of their being in GSP who are lax in attending the daily schedule..." (2018)

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This source empowers followers of Shri Guru to find guidance, teachings and material comprehensively imbued with the divine energy and grace of our Siddha Masters. 

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