2017

21 May 2017, New Delhi   –   What is in store

Question offered: O my most beloved Lord, far closer to me than my very own heart, pray tell me what is in store for me in the coming years of this life as related to service to You, my beloved Master?

Response from Shri Guru, as emerged then:

“O Virender, what is in store for you is very good. 

You will do service to Me and in this life. Not much more wait now. 

                                                 (A sentence here could not be read from the scribbled notes)  

From your side be ready to be ready when the moment comes. 

Do not look at small trivial matters and delays. They are not delays. They are essential for you.

So just be patient. I am here.

“I am waiting for you. You are very dear to Me. You are very dear to Babaji. You are very dear to Bade Baba. Yours is the Universe and all that is in it. And you will have it. You will serve Me. Wait.

Patience. Love. Fearless.

I love you. I am always with you from within you.

Believe it. Trust.

Don’t go. Strong. Strong. Sad Guru Nath Maharaj ki Jai. 

Now be strong and be in peace.

Jai ho. Jai ho. Jai ho.”   

early August 2017, Dehradun

Prayer offered: ‘O Guru, most beloved to my heart, my deepest and innermost soul. I offer my salutations to Thy lotus feet.

O Guru, I am confused in my mind. On the one hand my life is now ticking away fast. The health is unsteady and wavering. On the other hand, I am unable to sell the house and make a shift to Delhi from where I can get my freedom from family. 

And service to Thee also eludes me at every step.

At this moment I have greatest need of Your blessings and support. Pray tell me, O Guru, how can I live up to my word to serve Thee in every way, and so live from my love for you and God at every step, word and breath. Please support me and give due heed to my prayer to Thee.

Thank You. Offered at the lotus feet of my noble Master, Shri Guru Maharaj Chidvilasananda.’.

Response from Shri Guru, as emerging:

“O Virender, I am fully seized of your request. 

“It will happen of its own accord and in its own time frame.

 It will happen in this life.  

And you will serve me. Have no fear. I am there for this. 

And you will sell your home and shift. 

But you yourself will not live there in that house. 

So, take care of yourself. I am with you always. 

Go now.”

22 Sep 2017,  Dehradun     –   An assurance

Prayer to the Lord:

‘I love You, O Shri Guru, Master beyond compare. O Annuttara, my innermost residing Lord, my All There Is. O Supreme God, on this day 22 Sep 2017, I sit here with pen in hand, should there be any divine flow from Your lotus feet. Thank You. SGNMKJ.’

Flow from The Lord:

“I am with you, O Virender. I have always been with you. 

And I always will be with you. Trust Me. Believe Me. I am you. 

                                             (Thank You, O beloved Master, thank You). 

I have already made you Mine. Now you have to become Me.  

And it will happen.  Be assured. It is happening. 

Already it is happening. So go now.”

                                                      Thank you, My Lord. Thank you. SGNMKJ.

23 Sep 2017, Dehradun  –   Service to the multitudes, service to all Others, service to Humanity, what service to others means, Exuding Oneness

Prayer to Shri Guru:

‘O beloved Master, salutations to Thee. Pranaams and bows at Thy lotus feet. Thou, O great Shri Guru, are the sum of all the wonderful qualities of Lord Shiva, the sum of every quality the Supreme Shakti comprises of, the sum of the whole of creation. I bow to Thee, O Master. Pray guide me in any which way as I await your delightful words. Thank You.’

Flow from Shri Guru:

“O Virender, you are special to Me. So, I will heed your request. 

“Remember to be always honest. 

And to be always full of purposeful intent to serve the multitudes comprising of people lost in their own sense of individuality and in their sense of belonging to small groups such as family, friends, nations, etc. 

“Service to them means to guide them to the knowledge of their divinity. Service to them means guiding them to own up to the knowledge that they are actually divine, unlimited beings. That they are in essence one, no matter what they look like, what language they speak, or how they dress and behave with each other culturally.

“The big fact eludes them and today they cannot even acknowledge that it is possible.

“Service to them is to teach them that what they do to each other they are actually doing to themselves because everybody is them. All harm to one person is harm to the whole of humanity just like harm to one finger is harm to another finger of the other hand.

“Since they cannot concede to their unity, so they live as they do – full of strife and full of bitterness and hatred. 

“So, serve them because in doing that you serve only your own Self. And since you and I are one, service to them is service to Me. 

“So, teach humanity to change at their core. Support all those who teach like things and who strive to bring about that basic change in the deepest belief of mankind.  I am that change because in forgetting their oneness the whole of humanity has forgotten Me. 

“Everything is possible. Here on Earth. Now. It is all possible. Peace, love, faith, harmony, joy, support. Work for this. Express this in your thoughts, words and deeds. Exude this oneness at every step, in every gesture, in every action, in every look, in every word, in every thought.

“Believe like that and others will learn from you. Do this, Virender, and believe that I am with you and in you.

“So go now. Enough for now.”

Thank You, O beloved Master. Thank you for your divine words, divine guidance and divine love. Salutations, O Master. Salutations to Thee. SGNMKJ. 

02 Oct 2017  –  The Guru is always with me, must live Happily, must work on myself, Who or What Life actually is, Who I actually am, never doubt the Guru is within, Guru is end support  

Prayer to the Master:

O beloved Master, salutations to Thee. You, who are the sum of all the illustrious qualities of the Universe, who are the cause of all existence, who are my eternal Mother, You, who are the all witnessing Annuttara, the watcher of Your entire creation, who are every being and every non being, You, who are all this, are worthy of my highest adoration and adulation.  You are the eternal friend of every atom and every molecule, who are the dynamic Shakti, the most subtle core of everything. You I adore in every being and because of You I recognize everyone as my own self, as extensions of myself and of my Self. To you I bow again and again, and to you I pray that may Thy will be done, may the evolution You desire happen forever with love, strength and perfect humility. I offer to You my services, in this life and in the next; in every life. As I sit here my beloved Master, my great Teacher, my very core, I sit and wait with pen ready to write any flow that in Your grace You may wish to send me. And I thank you again and again and again.

Flow from the Master:

“O Virender, as you write, I read. 

As you think, I hear. 

As you speak, I listen. 

Nothing escapes Me. I note everything that goes on within you, and I note everything that goes on around you. 

Know that I love you. 

Know that I will make you Mine. However your life may flow, know that I am there with you at every step.  

Never doubt this. Never believe that I am not there with you, because I am.

“So, bear through your life happily and with great exultation. Knowing that I am your end support, never fear. Never grieve. Know that I am your whispers. Everything registers within Me. 

“Your life will run through itself as it must. It cannot stop being subject to My natural laws just because I love you or that you love Me. Let Nature run itself through you. Remember it is Me who is running the process of life through you. Your experiences are all My experiences. Everything that happens to you is exactly happening to Me. So, stay calm. 

“Work on yourself. I have told you that you must purify yourself. Only when you are pure, chaste of heart, pure in being and honest and humble to all, only then can you become Me. So, work on that. I am there. 

“Let life flow as it will. I am in your prayers and I am the one that responds to your prayers – to each and every prayer.     So, learn to be happy and calm in every situation, with every other person or being and in every state that life puts you through.

“That life is actually Me. I am living in you, as you and through you. So, heed this. Follow the practices. There is nothing else left for you to do. Be a relaxed and peaceful being. 

“I love you, Virender. Trust in My love. I am the Supreme Mother within whom you live, always arising, always being absorbed.

“So, I leave you now. Just be happy and in peace, My dear child.”

Thank You, Shri Guru. Thank You. SGNMKJ. Jai Gurumayiji. 

03 Oct 2017, Dehradun  –  the Guru loves the practice of contemplations, the Guru lives within, staying in continuous communication with the Guru, being with the Guru, doing the Practices, talking to the Guru

Prayer to the Master:

Om Guru Om. Jaya Guru Om. Shri Guru Om. Om Guru Om. O Primordial and Eternal One. Salutations to Thy Lotus feet, so full of the grandeur of the Universe and Your dynamic flow. I offer Thee my humble respects and I rejoice in Your existence and in Your being-ness. Your magnificence delights me in the very core of my heart. Your prakasha is without description and beyond any ability of mine other than to marvel that You are, and that because of your being-ness we too are, and I too am. It is Your immense grace that I know of You, and with these eyes have seen Your magnificent form as You bless and grace the earth with Your presence. Thank You, O beloved Master, O Parmahansa, O Jagad Guru, O Chidvilasananda. Thank You. I sit with pen and paper, should, in Your divine grace, there be anything You wish to say to me, O my indwelling One.

Flow from the Master:

“I love this that you are doing Virender. Keep on doing it. In so doing you are connecting with Me at a very deep level. Never doubt that it is I who am the flow of these and other words. They come from the very core of My Being and they carry all of My love. So, keep on doing it. 

“Even if at times you do not get any response from Me, just keep doing it. Keep writing. Then the flow will come. It has to. For we are connected, you and I, and you are keen to stay in a state of continued communication with Me. I too am keen to stay in continuous communication with you. Take this as My message now, for this moment, that you keep the practice on. 

“Remember Virender that I love you  (Master !)  and I always will. You will always have My protection and care within you. I live in you as you. So, stay in the inner touch with Me at all times.

“At all times.

“Stay in inner touch with Me. Allow Me to guide You. And I will. I am both, you, and your guide.

“So be with Me. Be with Me. Just be with Me. Let our bond become very clean and very strong. Do things that cleanse your inwardness, your deepest core.  Do things to cleanse them. 

“Say the practices. Sing the praises, meditate daily and think always of Me. Talk to Me. Physically talk. Make sound vibrations, even if in low volume. But keep talking. Keep singing. Keep praying. Be thou in peace, O Virender, O part of My Being.  Be thou in peace.”

Thank You, O Master. Thank You. Thank You, O beloved Shri Guru. Thank You. 

05 Oct 2017, Dehradun  –  On Peace and becoming Peaceful, Watching my self at all times, Gurumayiji’s guidance on Peace, abide in sadhna and practices, stay in goodness, Guru resides in the shantih

Prayer to the Master:

Om Guru Om. Jaya Guru Jaya. Salaam Guru salaam. O beloved Master. O beloved One of the most supreme and illustrious qualities who contains the entire Universe within Your Self as just a speck or just a dot. Salutations to You, O Master. Salutations O beloved One. Pranaam, koti koti pranaam to Your Lotus Feet. O All There Is, O Anuttara, O gracious and compassionate One, O source and abode of bliss and joy and all love, salutations to Thee. I report before Thee, O Shri Guru, doing and inner mental arati and full of gratitude for your compassion and karuna I bow before Your Lotus Feet with great humility and love, O gracious One. I sit ready with pen and paper should this be an auspicious moment to receive Your divine flow. Thank You, O Guru, thank You

Flow from the Master:

“O Virender, so you are back. It is to the good. I am glad that you are at peace, better than before. You have to build on this. Peace must become your new name. Peace must become your entire disposition. Peace must become foundational within you. Peace must be you, and you must be peace – at all times, in every moment, in every second. In every situation you must first be peace then be anything else.

“Keep doing the practices. They will keep you peaceful. The practices are the hallmark of peace, the ‘prateek’ of peace.

“Watch yourself forever, at every moment. Before you watch anyone else, watch yourself. Do not surrender your control and ability to watch yourself to the act of watching others. Keep an eye on yourself before you look at anyone else, before you expect peace from them. Always first expect peace from yourself.   Always first deliver peace to yourself. Then, and only then, open to others. Then and only then dialogue with others. 

“You must do this. This is My guidance to you. It is My instruction to you. It is what you must do if you want to dwell on the highest state of bliss and joy.

Always first the peace. Then all else.”

                       (Thank You, Shri Guru, thank You O Master. Thank You).

“So take this to heart. Work to retain peace in your life. Whatever the provocation work to retain peace within yourself and over yourself. Talk little of peace. Act the peace. Become the peace.”

                     (At this point my mind got diverted by thoughts) 

“I am sorry, but you have let your mind go somewhere else and lost focus on Me completely.  When you are in communication with Me then stay in communication with Me.  Do not allow My flow to break, be lost or diverted.

“I have given you about peace above. 

“To conclude I repeat what I have repeated to you numerous times before. Do the practices. Abide in sadhna. Stay in meditation. Stay in chanting. Stay in swadhyaya. Stay in gentleness. Stay in goodness. Stay in love and stay in faith. Faith in Me. Stay in it.

“That will make you peaceful – full of peace. Shantih. Shantih. Shantih. Make peace your own. Make shantih your own. I reside in that peace. I reside in that shantih. Find that peace and you will find Me. That is My assurance. Now go now”

Yes Master. Thank You, Master. Thank You. Thank You. 

08 Oct 2017, Dehradun  –  service to the Master, must follow the simple injunctions, on loving sadhna, the Guru is the Practice, improving purity, become all around me, there is no time as such, there is only the Guru and us

Prayer to the Master:

Om Guru Om. Jaya Guru Om. Beloved Lord and Master. O most innermost core of my being. O living embodiment of Life itself. O source of all bliss and knowledge, O eternal Mother, great and blessed Lord of all things, who is all things, salutations to Thee. Salutations again and again, beloved Master, salutations to Thy lotus feet. O Shri Guru, there is this great thought that is vexing me enormously. I find, as I read many books, that so much of what is being said, including words of God, Yourself, is already there in my mind, known and accepted. Everything is in there. I have a deep sense of what ails humanity and the shift that is required in humanity’s understanding and beliefs. I know from deep in my heart that humanity must change its deepest beliefs and understandings about You, O Guru, as the one God, as the one Creator and that they (humanity) require to revisit their old teachings about God and their understandings about God. I know that a flurry of activity across the globe is required to bring these new concepts to correct old concepts and enlarge old concepts and beliefs. Something has to happen.  And I know, O Master, that You are geared up for this and are already doing it in Your own divine way. So I am vexed, O great Shri Guru, by what I can do to let my understanding flow and be supportive of Your task and deepest mission in humanity. I have little time left, age is fast catching up. So, O Guru, please instruct me in this.  Please guide me in this. Please involve me such that all this can emerge from within me in a fruitful manner to benefit Siddha Yoga and to benefit humanity. Please, O Master, open up to me, I am a true believer in You, I am a true lover of Thy lotus feet. Please, O Guru, pardon me my numerous failings, countless as they are. Please allow me, please support me such that I can be of some great service to this world, or even a small part of it. I bow to Thee again and again and in my heart I sing Your praises and Your glory. Use me, O Guru, O mighty Siddha. Or at least so hold my hand such that I can be of immense service, if in this life, so good, if in the next and later lives, so good too. This is a call of my deepest heart, O Guru.  Please hear my prayer and          Your action through me so that peace, love and bliss flourish on planet Earth. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. I await Your response O Guru as I lay this at your lotus feet. SGNMKJ.

                                <Reading the above later, I am abashed that I had felt so free as to have written as I actually did.>

Flow from the Master:

The flow as guiding response from Shri Guru was received on 14 Oct.

“O Virender, I have heard your prayer. Beautiful as it may be, know that your time will come. You will serve humanity. You will serve Me. It has to happen. It is assured. It is assured by Me. It is assured by the Siddhas. 

“You have to but follow the simple injunctions to you. Do your practices. Do your reading. Do your sadhna. Do your singing. Sing out the praise of the Lord. Practice what you sing. Practice it all the time. Practice it in every moment. Practice it with all your might. You must love to practice. A million times more than now. Love it respect it.

“Know that I am the practice. When you practice you are doing Me. You are replicating Me.  I am your practice. I am your every worship. I am everything. 

Never idle. Use time as given to you. Use situations as given to you. Use them well.

“I am seized of your deeper and innermost desire. So, build up your knowledge. Build up your understanding. Do not let thoughts of less time weaken you. There is no time as such. There is just you and Me. And everyone else is also you and Me.

“You will be made use of. But then your surrender to Me has to be complete. It has to be full. Prepare for that. It will happen. I love you. I will make it happen. It is correct that it should happen. 

“So, keep improving your purity. Improve the purity of your thoughts. Improve the purity of your actions. Improve the purity of your beliefs and be pure in every corner of your soul. 

“Respect and love all. Be gentle and kind to all. They are all Me. They are all you. Look at them like that. See everything as your own Self. It is you everywhere. Just believe that purity. Become that oneness.

“O Virender, become everything around you. Be them. Become them. You must first become everything and everyone. Then alone can you think of bringing about any change, or even being a part of that change. And the change will happen. Be diligent, Virender. Your time is at hand. Soon. So become ready, dear one. I will be there by your side. So be happy, be in peace and go now, in your bliss and joy. Go. SGNMKJ.”  

27 Dec 2017,  Dehradun     –  Live by being Shiva, we are pure Love, we are pure Bhakti, Love is our innermost essence, we are Responsibility itself, bearing the Responsibility of the Universe, being responsible with love, creating the Universe together, living the Belief

Prayer to the Master:

Om Guru. Jaya Guru. Jay Jay Shri Guru. Benevolent Lord. Benefactor to the Universe. O, most delightful and generous form of Para Shiva, of Chit. O venerable and noble Master, You are Shiva, You are Chiti, You are Para Shiva, Para Brahman, the supreme and delightful Chit.

Salutations to the Lotus Feet, O Guru, salutations and pranaams, sahsra koti pranaams to Thee, the ever existing sacred Energy that is the All There Is. I bow again and again to Thee, O Master of Masters, O Paramahansa, O Jagat Janani, O Jagat Guru, O Narayanan, O Supreme Soul that dwells within all, that is all, that is us, that is me and all that I touch and see, and all that I feel, and all that I know, and all that I do.

O pure One, saral beyond understanding, immense beyond understanding, all present beyond understanding, all knowing beyond understanding, all capable beyond understanding, all forgiving beyond understanding, bestower of a grace beyond all understanding; to You, O Master, who is the eternal Shakti, the eternal Mother of this and all other Universes, the eternal Creator – to You I bow again and again and I dance with bliss as I repeat Your name, so divine, so pure, so caring and bestower of blessings, to You I bow,  to Your name I sing, to Your name I pray, to Your name I offer gratitude. To Your glory I look without askance, without expectation, without seeking, without dependence, only with love, a pure love that puts a blanket around the image of You that humans place in themselves such that You stay protected from thoughts or bhavas that can pull down the highest glory and value that is You and that is Your name.

O Guru, be Thou protected in the hearts of all beings, be Thou protected in the thoughts of all beings, be Thou protected in the words of all beings, be Thou protected in the deepest feelings and bhavas of all beings, and be Thou protected in the understanding of all beings. May Your nature be known to all. May the sense of unity with Thee, and with each other, blossom in all jivas, especially in the human species May mankind develop the deepest belief of their oneness with You and may they recognize You in each other from moment to moment, second to second, endlessly. May human society restructure its beliefs about You and in so doing bring peace and harmony on earth, bring unalloyed love on earth where love becomes the predominant exchange between all human beings, over and above every other consideration.

I love you, O Shri Guru. It is my fervent prayer that my love stays pure, that You shine within me, that You guide me forcefully from within so that I stay on the path of Your love and Your service and that I serve not just mankind but Life itself such that Life itself stays protected in whichever which way by my seva and offerings to Thy lotus feet.

I thank You, O Guru, and I apologise deeply for my failings and my irresponsibilities. I take responsibility for all my actions, words, thoughts, bhavas, feelings. Please forgive me. I love You. 

Bring Thou an era of spirituality on Earth such that it reflects Your true nature and is generous to all and protective to all.

I am sorry I have returned to these pages late, O Guru. Show compassion O beloved One. Thank You. Thank You. 

SGNMKJ

Flow from the Master (received a short while after offering above prayer):

“O Virender, you are Shiva. Never ever doubt that. Always live from that understanding that you are Shiva. Know that every action of yours, every word and every thought that you carry in your mind is actually Shiva’s. So, you must live life with this understanding, with this bhava. This will automatically make you feel that you are one with everything and everyone else. Your attitude towards others will then be one of the greatest purity and strength, supportive and generous, because when you recognise yourself as Shiva then your self will cease to be your self. Instead it will become your Self.

“And, O Virender, know that you are love. You are the personification of a live and living love, a pulsating love, a pure love, an unending and undemanding love. You comprise only of love, but fail to see yourself as such, fail to recognize yourself as such.

“And, O Virender, you are true bhakti.  You are the love for God living as a jiva within your own larger being. Your bhakti is the             that you must exhibit at every moment and to everyone else and everything else at every moment. You fail to do this because you do not see yourself as love. Love is not just a bhava or a feeling, it is your innermost essence; your being is love. So, find yourself in a state of eternal love and then you will provide all beings with the correct support and care and affection that you would give to yourself. So, start being what you are. Start being love.     

“And, O Virender, know that you are the taker of every responsibility. You are not just the sense of responsibility, but you are responsibility itself. You are the ‘uttar daitav’ of the universe. The universe holds itself together and endures as My immaculate covering only because, you, and countless others like you, take all responsibility at every step in your life. So be this responsibility, be it with your full heart and being. 

“Bear the responsibility for the whole universe on yourself, on your Self, because you can do it. You are the entire universe. In fact this vast, magnificent and beautiful universe is you. It is your manifestation because you have taken on the responsibility of showing yourself to your Self. So be thou responsible, O Virender, and in this responsibility you will find your highest purpose, your highest bliss. Be responsible with strength, and by adopting the attitude of your true nature – as the Creator of the Cosmos and not just as a small limited onlooker of the grandeur around you. 

“All that is good is you, and all that is not so good is also you. Feel responsible with love and with the inner premise that everything that seems wrong has a purpose and will serve your process of creation. 

“So, O Virender, as you dialogue with Me, it is I, your Guru, your very own Chidvilasananda, who will keep telling you more and more and keep guiding you more and more. You are Me. Together you are Me, and countless other parts of yourself, countless jivas, are also Me and together we will create the universe and allow it to evolve to our highest purpose – to experience our immensity – My immensity – your immensity – to experience everything as just one more part of our Self, one more part of each other.

“So, Virender, be in peace, be in love, be good of heart, be strong of heart, be firm of faith. Believe.

“And live the belief. As you live that belief all others around you will start to live that belief and in so doing you would have served Me and also served your own beloved humanity. SGNMKJ”

Thank You, O Guru, O Master, O great supreme Teacher, O Mother. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Pranaam. SGNMKJ.